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You Won, My Love!

Yes, my love!
You won. 
I gave up.
I gave up on you,
our love,
our happiness,
our future...
I gave up on us.
Congratulations, love!
You have finally succeeded,
All our joys, our charm have been wasted,
How we bonded perfectly, instantly,
All the laughter we had till we couldn't laugh anymore,
All the tears we shed,
Our moments of love; tender and raw,
Our promises, too sacred to break,
The way we stole each others glance,
To me, it was all picture perfect,
But now, it has been all wasted
You called it stupid, childish,
Feeling of the moment,
Though, I promised to prove my love to you forever,
To show you it wasn't immature,
My emotions were raw but pure
And we deserved our chance,
We deserved our chance at love, at life.
You challenged me I'll get tired,
I'll get exhausted.
Though, I tried my best, love!
But you were right,
You won.
And since
Time has proven you right,
Now, you don't need to ignore me anymore,
You don't need to say that I wasn't your type,
And my love for you wasn't real.
You have succeeded,
But now, I hope,
You will realize my worth one day,
And then you may notice my absence, my silence,
And then you may need me too like I needed you before,
And you may want us too,
I just hope you will then know,
I wasn't wrong,
And my love for you was true,
And my feelings were pure,
But that you're a little late now,
Because I had long gone,
I had departed to the other side...
But my love,
You should know,
I have loved you till my last breath,
And loving you,
And trying, for you,
And proving you my loyalty had never tired me,
Never exhausted me,
I had loved you in this world,
And I will love you always in the next,

It is just that I won't express it again,
Because I have long gone.
You won my love!!
But you should know,

I didn't lose it either.

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